Beautification, Anarchy, or just plain fun?

March 13, 2009

I’m a little obsessed with what I’ll call Anarchist Knitting. I came to it through a Vancouver-based blog called Yarn Bombing. It turns out there have been anarchist knitting groups cropping up all over the place for the past few years, the most notable of which seems to be Knitta. Their objective is to beautify the urban landscape by “tagging” urban structures with patches of knitting. It’s also a movement to reclaim knitting as an aesthetic activity, as knitting is one of those things that we are usually only expected to do for others or for a particular purpose.

I’m drawn to anarchist knitting for other reasons in addition to these. To me, it seems like a way to not just beautify the urban landscape, but also a way to critique it. Tagging a structure draws attention to it, makes people acknowledge and think about it. How many telephone poles, signs, benches, mailboxes, etc. do you walk by every day without even noticing them? In a way, we are alienated from the very spaces within which we live. Not only do we not build them, we don’t even really see them. To go a step further, tagging doesn’t just make us think about urban space, it seems to me like a nice way of making that space our own.

The other day I tagged a sign in my neighbourhood. Two elderly women were walking by while I was sewing the tag on and they stopped to watch me for a moment. They initially looked confused, then one of them said: “You’re giving that pole something to wear on this chilly day. That’s very kind of you!” She wasn’t being sarcastic, she was genuinely pleased, if a little mystified. That’s exactly the reaction I was hoping for.

If you live in Victoria, keep your eyes peeled for more…

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“I am a Giant Cockroach”

March 12, 2009

Excerpts from “Social Security Denies Gregor Samsa’s Disability Claim” by Alex St. Andrews, in The McSweeney’s Joke Book of Book Jokes:

The Decision on Gregor Samsa’s Case

You listed the following impairment(s) on your SSI application:

I AM A GIGANTIC COCKROACH
DEPRESSION
BACK PAIN

You said the above impairment(s) affected you in the following way(s):

I CANNOT STAND OR WALK UPRIGHT OR SPEAK ANY HUMAN LANGUAGE.
I CANNOT HANDLE OR MANIPULATE OBJECTS WITH MY MANY LEGS OR ANTENNAE.
WHEN I AM ON MY BACK I HAVE DIFFICULTY RIGHTING MYSELF.
MY FAMILY HAS IMPRISONED ME IN MY ROOM AND IS FEEDING ME SCRAPS. [...]

Doctors and other trained staff looked at this case and made this decision. They work for the state but used our rules. The following findings were made:
- You are not engaged in any substantial gainful activity.
- Your impairment causes more than minimal limitations.
- Although your impairment(s) result in some problems for you, which are more than minimal, they do not equal any of the impairments listed in Table 2 of Appendix 1 to Subpart P of Chapter 20, Part 404 of Federal Regulations (“the Listings”).
- You are not able to perform your previous employment. You listed the following job(s) in your work history report:
TRAVELING SALESMAN
- We have determined that your impairment prevents you from continuing in your previous employment, because you cannot handle or finger your sample cases, you cannot speak any human language, and your customers will be frightened by your monstrous clicking mandibles.
- You are able to perform other work which exists in substantial numbers in the national economy. A vocational expert was consulted, and determined that your Residual Function Capacity (RFC) allows you to perform the following jobs:
STAPLING MACHINE OPERATOR
NUCLEAR WASTE MANAGEMENT
ENTERTAINER (foreign cinema, circus)
TAX PREPARER


14 Verbs

March 12, 2009

Caffeinate.
Write.
Contemplate.
Theorize.
Read.
Search.
Obsess.
(Re)organize.
Love.
Cook.
Eat.
Craft.
Sleep.

Repeat.


“Moments of Being”

March 10, 2009

How do we decide what is a significant moment?

When my boyfriend asks me how my day was I usually answer with a long and detailed run-down of everything I did that day. “I did some writing and then a bunch of reading then I went to the grocery store because we needed spinach but they didn’t have the big packages of spinach so I only got a small one sorry about that I guess I’ll have to go back tomorrow and then on the way home I was listening to this CD that my friend gave me and there’s this great song on it that got me thinking about…” I sometimes feel like I never stop talking. It must be incredibly boring for him but I keep going anyway. It’s a compulsion I have to share everything.

But I don’t actually tell him everything. To recount every single moment of a day would take another whole day. I’m selective about what I share, even if I feel like I’m not. I’m interested in how I choose those moments. What makes one moment significant enough to share and another insignificant enough to completely forget once it’s passed by? I wonder about this with things like Twitter and Facebook Status updates. Why do we share updates on what we’re eating for dinner but not on the day’s other minutiae? Do I choose an update because it’s somehow a significant moment, or because it just happens to be the content of a moment in which I’m trying to kill some time or reconnect with the world?

Virginia Woolf has a theory about “moments of being” – moments when we become completely conscious of our being and of the patterns underlying the everyday. These moments can be marked by traumatic or significant events, or they can be inspired by seemingly insignificant events. The content of the moment isn’t important – it’s the transcendence of that content towards a universal truth that makes it a “moment of being.” It’s an interesting theory but I can’t help but take issue with it’s metaphysicality. Why do we have to rise above  the everyday minutiae to experience a more authentic state of being? Doesn’t the actual content of the moment shape our experience of our real, material, social lives, and thus our being?


The Day I Screwed Myself

March 9, 2009

I may have just uncovered a very large problem in my work.

My dissertation is about everyday life and gender in the fiction of Virginia Woolf, Dorothy Richardson, and Katherine Mansfield. When I first read much of the literature, the following things struck me: These works get at an everyday level that most literature tries to transcend. Also, it seems that the characters have differing experiences of that everyday based on their gender. And, most importantly, the authors experiment with style and form, with the explicit goal of creating a new “feminine” discourse, or a language that properly represents their experience. My primary argument was that the style these three women developed provides a window into the gendered experience of modernity by going through the everyday. My objectives were: 1) To see what more the experience and representations of women’s everyday can tell us about modernism, taken as a cultural response to modernity, and about the role played by women’s writing in the emergence of modernism; 2) To supplement male-centered theories of the everyday by exploring women’s experience of the everyday; 3) To bring attention to Richardson’s and Mansfield’s significance to modernism. I was hoping to uncover a liberatory feminist politics at work in the literature through its potentially subversive relationship to traditionally “feminine” acts.

I’ve come up against one major criticism from my committee. They worry that I risk essentializing the sign of the “feminine.” I worry about that too – in fact, I didn’t originally intend to write about gender at all but I was kind of railroaded into it. I’m fine with it now, but I sometimes feel like I have set a trap for myself that I have to be very careful of throughout the whole process.

As I research, write, and think more specifically about my dissertation, I’ve been having some difficulty fitting the gender stuff in the way I expected. The gendered responses I thought I saw in the literature are much more ambiguous and complex than I realized. This, of course, is good – it only means that I have more ideas to work with. But there was still something unsettling about it, something nagging at me that this wasn’t going to work.

Today, I was looking through some of my notes on Lefebvre’s Critique of Everyday Life to answer a completely unrelated political question. As I skimmed through my pages, I couldn’t help but notice the words “woman,” “women,” “feminine,” appearing again and again – problematic given that part of my objective rests on the premise that everyday theory doesn’t take account of the lives of women. Other, very important critics have said so, so I took it for granted that they were right and I let their arguments colour my own readings of the primary texts. But Lefebvre, de Certeau, Benjamin (all the major players except Debord), actually do take account of the everyday lives of women. The catch is, they don’t privilege gendered inquiries into the everyday because they too don’t want to risk essentializing. In Everyday Life in the Modern World, Lefebvre argues that, “for the critical mind woman’s significance in everyday life is too great to be confined to Femininity. If chance exists, if the individual can back the individual, it is in this field that the game is played, that the stake is lost or won; moreover Femininity forbids real women access to their own lives, adaptation to their own lives, for it submits individuality and particularity (specific differences) to trapped generalities.” He’s not trying to suppress women’s experience, he’s trying to avoid suppressing women’s real experience beneath the sign of the “feminine.”

Simply because I don’t have the time or space, I’m going to skip all the logical steps and background knowledge that led me to this argument: modernity created an essentializing and oppressive version of “femininity” that hid behind the image of the modern, emancipated woman. Modern capitalism assigned women to a role that not only kept them in check but also trained them as good consumers. Lefebvre says, “the ideology of femininity, or of happiness by and in femininity, is only another form of the ideology of consumption (happiness through consuming) and the ideology of technicality (women possessing the technique of happiness!).” The emancipation of women in the early 20th century worked in a dialectical relationship with the concurrent reification of this modern “femininity.”

Maybe, rather than simply expressing women’s experience of modernity, the literature in my dissertation is registering that dialectic. Maybe the innovative “feminine” style that Woolf et al. were trying to create submits to a feminization, and thus marginalization, of the everyday. Maybe it is showing us how the underside of modern femininity was created and reified. This could be why I’m not seeing the liberatory politics I expected to find. I might be wrong, but this hit me like a hammer on the head today and it felt right.

And now I’m scared of my own potential discovery and what it might mean. I may have never really wanted to do a feminist project – but I certainly don’t want to do an anti-feminist project either! How do I tell a community of scholars that the stylistic experimentations in female modernism carry this shadow-side without making them think, from a feminist perspective, that I’m devaluing the literature? Not to mention, Woolf scholars are part of an almost terrifying cult of author worship that ensures no negative arguments about her work will ever see the light of day. I just recently read a series of articles that destroyed a woman who suggested at a conference that Virginia Woolf was classist. Seriously – Woolf calls herself an upper middle-class snob – why can’t we?

I can only think of one way through this at the moment – if a sustained analysis of the literature can help us to uncover the process of reification of a modern femininity, then it may enable a proper critique of everyday life, as Lefebvre intended.

Yikes.


The Revolution of Everyday Life

March 9, 2009

I study theories of the everyday because I believe in them, not simply because they are interesting – and I believe in them on a practical level, not simply a theoretical one. A problem arises from this: on a practical level, in my real, everyday life, what does effective political action look like? What is a viable politics or style of living?

If Debord and Lefebvre are right, and I believe they are, everyday life has been colonized by capitalism. We don’t see how ideology encodes every aspect of our lives – mostly because we don’t look. The division of labour led to a division of the spheres of life (family, work, leisure), turning us into divided beings. In which sphere of life do we find authentic experience? Arguably, each sphere is authentic and they come together somehow to create a total being. But in reality, our everyday lives revolve around work and, even if we like what we do, we look for ways to escape the mundaneness and necessity of that labour. The quality of our family lives, in turn, is determined by our labour and is dictated in large part by consumption. Even if we “make time” to spend with our families, even if we try to prioritize our private lives, the quality of our domestic lives are still largely determined by capital – whether in terms of money, time, or status. We turn to leisure for a “break” from the demands of everyday life – but even our leisure activities are alienated. They are dictated by advertising, governed by capitalism, and serve only to appease our dissatisfaction so that we continue to be “productive” members of society. Even the most “authentic” of leisure activities or styles of living is quickly co-opted by capital and turned into a commodity. We don’t even understand our own needs or desires anymore, beyond the basics, because our needs and desires are dictated to us by capital. Leisure becomes an escape that only further alienates us from our social reality. And hey, why not? According to Lefebvre, the reality of our lives is something we should want to escape. Everyday life in modern society is impoverished, it lags behind what is possible. “‘Progress,’” he says, “has affected existing social realities only secondarily, modifying them as little as possible, according to the strict dictates of capitalist profitability. The important thing is that human beings be profitable, not that their lives by changed” (Critique of Everyday Life Vol. 1, 230).

Revolution, in the classical Marxist sense, isn’t viable anymore. This makes sense to me – can the working class really reclaim the tools of production and overthrow capitalism? We’re now dealing with a global capitalism that is so deeply embedded in every aspect of everyone’s lives that nothing short of a global catastrophe will overturn it. Instead, we need to effect change from the bottom up in order to truly increase the quality of our lives. We need to engage in resistance at the everyday level in hopes of changing the landscape of the everyday itself. All we really have is the everyday. This is where we live – rather than trying to escape it, we should embrace it, critique it, and change it in every way we can.

Theory proposes a variety of practices for a revolution of everyday life – détournement, or appropriating symbols and icons of the dominant ideology for different uses; dérive, or wandering the city in order to understand its ideological landscape and then make your own mark on it; tactics, ways of “making do” with the tools available to you in order to reclaim power over your daily activities in every sphere; potlatch or gift exchange as an alternative economy; creating “situations” that heighten the experience of real social life and de-alienate the individual. To me, this style of resistance includes activities like performance art, street art, avant-garde art, guerilla film-making, zine publishing, yarn bombing, and a number of other “anarchist” activities, no matter how benign they seem. Creativity gives the revolution of everyday life its utopian character.

Here’s the problem I have though: we still have to make room for collective political action, directed at political structures themselves. We may not be able to overturn the global political and economic system, but we still maintain influence over some policy decisions. I’m not so cynical yet that I believe all classical political action is futile. In this part of the world, we can vote for our leaders and our votes make a difference. Signing petitions and writing letters to our representatives still works, even if not in every single situation. Work strikes are complicated now because they are often seen as a means to support corrupt unions and feed their members’ greed – but that doesn’t mean there isn’t a place for them anymore. They still exert sufficient pressure on businesses and governments, they just need to be used better. I’m not sure about the value of protesting anymore. A peaceful protest will achieve visibility for an issue but little else; however, a violent protest usually just creates a stronger resistance against it while also undermining the protestors’ cause. I think more creative public statements, on the level of everyday life, are more effective.

I realize that most of what I’ve said is hugely generalized. Getting into the specifics of this problem demands the space of a book, or at least an ongoing conversation. The question that I want to work out is how I can reconcile the need for big political action with a politics of everyday life – not just in theory, but in practice, in real life. When do we move from one mode of resistance to the other, or how do we work them together? I suppose I won’t come up with one big answer because each situation calls for a different tactic.


Mobile Me

March 5, 2009

It seems that I can blog from my Blackberry. Not that I really want to but it could be good for those times when I’ve just seen something funny on the bus.


I ♥ Discourse

February 28, 2009

I read an article in the New Yorker a while back called “I ♥ Novels.” It’s about a new genre of writing that has emerged in Japan over the past few years called keitai shosetsu, or cell phone novels. Most of their authors are young women who write novels in short installments from their cell phones, often under a pseudonym. I’ve never read a keitai shosetsu so I don’t know how good they are, but I find the general concept very compelling. Technology is changing the way we tell stories. It always has, of course, but I feel like we are in the midst of a significant shift.

I recently signed on to Twitter and, for the moment, I think it’s the greatest thing ever. We can now follow each other throughout the day by means of one line comments or status updates, but without the added apparatus of a Facebook or something like it. The only common tool I can think of right now that is similar is text messaging. But with text messaging there’s always the expectation of an immediate response and an ensuing dialogue, whereas with Twitter people don’t have to respond at all. One can update as much for themselves as for others.

I am a little excited already to look back on my updates after several months have gone by. Imagine how interesting it would be to reconstruct a story of your day-to-day activities and impressions using random single lines.


POST structural-ITS

February 20, 2009

I got the best random gift EVER from my boyfriend yesterday.

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They’re a little hard to read in the picture, but did you catch “The Death of the Author”? Still laughing about it. Ah, academic humour. Or the checkbox options on the Derrida note – “Post-Intelligent,” “Post-Legitimate,” “Post-Metaphysical,” “Post-Modern,” “Post-historical.” I’m going to start leaving notes on these for my supervisor.


Heroes

February 19, 2009

When I first heard TV On The Radio’s new cover of David Bowie’s “Heroes,” I wasn’t too keen on it. It’s on the new War Child: Heroes album.

I love TV On The Radio, they’re one of my favourite bands at the moment. But I’ve always thought that “Heroes” is the perfect song and saw no reason to mess with it. But the more I listen to the cover now, the more I love it.

My take on cover songs in general is that if you can’t make it better or different, then don’t bother. I don’t particularly love the Scissor Sisters’ cover of “Comfortably Numb,” but it’s vastly different from the original and I respect how good it is. To make it different you don’t necessarily have to change the genre – sometimes the change is as subtle as updating it for a modern audience. Hole’s “Gold Dust Woman” brought a great song to a whole generation of grunge rockers that probably weren’t listening to Fleetwood Mac – and it was good. Courtney Love brought a dirtiness out of the song that Stevie Nicks could only hint at.

TV On The Radio’s “Heroes” somehow makes the song new while still remaining true to the Bowie spirit. It’s hard to match Bowie’s vocals, particularly on “Heroes,” but TVOTR’s version has a deep bass that pulls the listener inside the song and gives it a different kind of power to move.

Listen to the song on Pitchfork.