Head in the Clouds

I just can’t seem to get motivated to work as hard as I need to right now. I guess I’d been burned out from studying for that exam and needed a break, but it’s been over two weeks. I have a proposal due on Wednesday and a ton of reading to do before I can finish it, but I just haven’t been able to focus. My mind has been off somewhere else and I haven’t been able to pull it back.

I hate structure and routine. The only routine I appreciate is the one where I get up every morning and head over to the coffee machine to make myself a latte. But sometimes I wonder if I would be more focused if I had more structure in my life. The problem is, I rebel against it when it’s put upon me. I probably shouldn’t worry about it. For all the time I spend worrying about what I’m not getting done, I could just be getting stuff done. And in the end I always get everything done anyway.

This is a really boring post. I’m going to go work on my proposal now.